Behind the Lens

May 21 2013 ∞

I need you, lovely friend of mine.

(Source: aloneincrimson, via cekae)

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I literally skipped down my street this evening. The boy is so adorable.

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typethatilike:

Calligraphy on girls

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Ahh, I want thicker nibs so bad!

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Aaaaand now that explore has started, I will not be able to eat my dinner in peace again.

Room full of people I don’t know? Check.
Me being alone? Check.
Rushing to eat? Check.

Trying to eat by myself in a crowded room is a recipe for a nervous breakdown when coupled with Econ. I really hope the weather is better next week so ill be able to eat outside.

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Omg my Econ prof kills me.

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The last week or so has been beyond absurd.

I don’t even know where to start.

B and R made the most favourable impressions but B is 27 and R lives in Newmarket. I’m not looking forward to seeing B in class this afternoon. It will likely be awkward. Or I’ll find a way to make it awkward. And I don’t like to think that he’ll talk with his buddy in class about the date(?). Nothing happened, but still.

Honestly, I had such a lovely time with R and we didn’t stop laughing the entire night. That I was thinking about him sitting across from B, and across from M too means what? Is this the point that I temporarily close my profile and only talk with him? Or keep the profile without making plans for further first dates? It is so weird having this problem. It doesn’t feel like real life and is distracting me from bigger things.

Might just finish this online dating experiment and completely delete my profile.

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“ Be of service. You are taking your degree into a society dominated by concentrated poverty and a vulnerable middle class, a society where it is harder to pay for education, harder to find a job, harder to buy a house and harder to hold onto those things even if you manage to get them. You are entering adulthood during a period of mass incarceration and near constant war. There is a lot for you to do. Service is the rent you pay for the space you take up on the earth, and as a relatively privileged American you take up a lot of space. We are the most consuming, polluting, wasteful nation on earth. So your rent is steep. Pay it with service.

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